Reasons
The reasons I want to die: - I was emotionally/physically/psychologically neglected as a child and spent all of my adult years re-raising myself. - Due to my upbringing, I have only ever perpetuated the cycle of abuse that I endured and have never escaped. This has led to me never experiencing love from anyone since I have never been involved with romantically or platonically with someone who did. - I am currently owned by a narcissistic abuser who makes my childhood years look like a cakewalk. - My mother is currently dying of stage 4 pancreatic cancer and the constant ups and downs associated with that are killing me. She abused me, yet she's dying. She doesn't understand that she abused me. She has no ability to put herself in others shoes. It doesn't bother her or keep her up at night when others feel pain. - Kid here is a narcissist, routinely bullies me and I am told that this is my problem, I have to deal with it. I am to accept the abuse and need to solve the prob...